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What the hell is wrong with me?

2021.10.22 12:14 secretRiefer What the hell is wrong with me?

I am just like you, I fight against this addiction that has cost the happiness of so many men.

After about 2 years I finally did it, I kept myself stable.
124 days!
I felt invincible!

It went well!
The positive effects have changed my life so much I could not believe that such a life would be possible for me.
Everything, every single detail I read here on Reddit about people being 90+ hit me and it blew my expectation, I felt like I had made it! Like I had this chapter behind me.

Well. As you can imagine things didn't go very well after that.
I got really really sick and as the days went by, struggling from headache to headache and just longing to feel some joy, the devil caught up with me.

I had nothing that had a positive effect on me except....

And so it came to this...

"No problem! Hurts!" but hey! I'll catch up with the record again! And from once nothing great happens!"

That's what I thought and I was so wrong,

4 months and I have the feeling my willpower is completely gone!
I do it about every week at least once. at the moment at least.

And you know what?

It's a great feeling to see how day by day you feel more like yourself and week by week you become more and more masculine.

But it's an even greater agony to watch it all fall apart.
That willpower, everything that made me me! Gone!
My grades got worse, I feel more depressed every day and I have no desire to live anymore.

I know very overstated, but that's exactly what I feel sometimes, everything around me is just emptiness.

And every time I think to myself! "That's really it!!! Where is the guy who made 124 days and achieved xy in his life! Come on!"

And every time something comes up and bam....

I really don't know what's wrong with me.... It's like all the willpower I used to have is just gone.
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2021.10.22 12:14 AltruisticPoem2936 Did I just see the future?

tl;dr: is it possible to astral project to the future?
Guys I’ve been trying to astral travel for about 2 months now, and I think I finally did it, but it lasted for seconds and it was scary AF!
So, this morning I woke up and immediately put on a chakra alignment meditation and then I kinda fell asleep again, then woke up again and started listening to a “guided astral projection” meditation on YouTube.
I then, different than other times that I’ve tried to AP, lied on my stomach and got super comfy as if I was going to sleep. (before I always tried lying on my back but it was too difficult to relax).
So the following happened:
I remember listening to parts of the meditation, but I was mostly in my head and think I was in a deep brain wave state because 30 minutes felt like 3 hours.
Then I saw myself walking on a hallway I can’t recognize, but knew I was “sleeping” and decided to lie on my stomach on the floor (just like I was lying in my bed). And then very slowly I experienced the feeling of my soul I think, getting up and leaving my body on the ground as I started to walk forward down the hallway.
I saw a navy wall (half wall actually), that was part of a huge living room, and so far it all seemed like a dream (kind of a low quality film). Then I looked around and it was a huge house, so I thought: is this my house in the future?
Then, on the table in front of me I saw my winter coat on top of other coats. And I KID YOU NOT everything went from 720p to 4K!! It looked SO REAL!
At this moment, I low key freaked out and saw a human cat with the side of my eye. It looked like a “woman” and it was black with a few gray stripes and it appeared after I started freaking out.
Details: I have 3 cats but none of them would match exactly the “fur” of the lady cat I saw.
And all of that happened in seconds, after I freaked out I kinda “thought” of a place I had previously established as “my safe zone” to remind me I wasn’t awake, and forced myself to wake up, which felt like inception kinda.
I first woke up in a dream, screamed “ WAKE UP” struggling, and then I woke up for real. It felt like my “astral body” needed to get to my physical body for me to wake up for real.
Soo, long post short, can anyone make any sense of what just happened? Has any of you experienced something similar?
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I wonder why they left these off. very excited regardless but these songs would've been substantial especially defeat and stride right. maybe they'll be on a post-album EP.
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