2021.10.25 07:43 commicoffeecake TIFU I sucker punched (where I fucked up) my friend/roommate after he called me sensitive and cut me off when I was trying to open up to him about how he hurt me during a previous disagreement. Originally for AITA.
So, me and him are actually on good terms about this now, and I understand physically attacking someone over words is technically immature, but I just can’t shake how much this pressed me to this point of physically hurting him. I’m gonna frame this out in 3 parts. [TL:DR] Friend and I were talking about dumb shit, we disagreed, I felt or actually got pressed by friend about dumb shit bc he was drunk, I went to work mad, took a break and still felt mad and entered a paranoid state of mind, kept my cool the best I could trying to talk to friend, he cuts me off in the middle of me opening up to him and blows up on me about me being sensitive and twisting his words, during his blow up I’m starting to see shit and I punch him, there’s a fight, during the fight the visions are getting worse, we both hurt eachother, take care of eachother, move past it for the most part but I’m still caught up on hurting him. Part I Before work that day, I had started talking with my friend and his friend who he was on call with at the time. (HE WAS ALSO DRUNK AT THE TIME) I can’t remember what the beginning of the convo was, but it reached the point where me and him were in disagreement about it (which was completely friendly the whole time). He does really charmingly dumb shit like tries to get me to headbutt him for me to prove my point to him with how hard the headbutt, but this time I said no and I started to walk away laughing about it, and he goes on to call me pussy. And not just once but really hammering into it this time and just kept pressing me about it. And it got really annoying, not what he was saying but the fact he kept going on about it and kinda contesting me right before I had to get to work, I was starting to run late. And he said something in his babbling that tipped me off, something along the lines of “come on you know where we came from we came from the same type of history, even if your experience was kinda minor, you still know what it’s like” and that right there pissed me off, especially when I realized he was not muted on the call at that point, and he was pressing me in front of someone I didn’t know. Also bringing up my history, albeit not detailed, to someone I don’t know. I easily feel cornered and defensive bc of my history, and he knows this, and I remind him of this and he says something along the lines of “the only one embarrassing you is yourself”. And so I went off to work, late and pissed. Part II So I’m at work, having a hard time focusing because of how angry I am, this is why I do my best not to get angry or upset before important events and work because I need time to decompress with very specific activities I’ve created for myself (I have a lot of issues with my emotions and publicly socializing is already difficult enough for me when I’m neutral). I need to communication with people I have a problem with as soon as possible because keeping it in just makes my emotions worse at this point in my life (I’m trying to get professional help for this bc this is not something I can get all the time). So since I’m not getting this communication because I’m at work my emotions are skyrocketing and I’m overthinking everything, and it’s getting in the way of my work ethic and that’s just making me more mad because I want to do my best when working. My boss noticed (sweet lady) and she says I can take an early 30 min break, and I do that immediately. I try to call my roommate to talk about it but he was in an important call, so I hang up and leave him alone. I go for a walk, I have a smoke, do what I need to do for myself, and my boss texts saying I can take an hour off if I need bc I got some hours saved up. And I do that. I’m at the 45 minute mark after I’m done talking to another friend of mine, and I’m still just feeling this anger and now a daunting paranoia. So I go to talk to my friend/roommate. Part III So I walk in, keeping my cool as much as possible and I ask to talk to him because he’s in a call with someone else, and he agrees to it. He’s noticeably more sober by this point, so I’m thinking good this’ll be a good talk. I begin to tell him how what he said made me feel, and he almost immediately cuts me off and goes into how I have no business telling him what he said to me, that I’m now twisting his words, talking bad about his past, how I’m sensitive and we’ve already had this conversation about how sensitive I am, implying how much of a bummer I must be. Sometimes he does this shit for reasons I cannot understand, and when he does he acts like I’m twisting words when very clearly he’s making assumptions about things he’s misinterpreting. No one has any reason to think I’m not biased to myself saying this but the most I can say is I’m being entirely transparent here without spilling anyone’s guts about our pasts, because our pasts was very much brought up here for reasons I cannot understand. I see things, he knows this, I see a version of him that I can’t really tell apart from the real him, or the him I believe to be real, this version is like a walking trigger and reminds me so much of someone who’s caused a lot of my trauma, and this happens a lot for me but especially when I’m already in a fucked state of mind, and this conversation was doing this to me. So I punched him. And there was a fight. And it was painful for both of us physically and emotionally bc a lot of words, from him specifically where headed my way about things I’m already scared about like how I’m a psycho and the fact I hurt him. And this just drove me further into this really fucked state of mind. It was a blur of a lot of things I could not distinguish from reality. He knows all of this about me so it was really confusing why he didn’t consider that before coming out so strong towards me before the fight, bc I also said that I was in a space when I started to talk to him. I don’t expect or want anyone to just give me a pass because of my mental issues, or justify psychically harming a loved one, or to think I’m being biased to myself because I’m not doing any of that and I don’t wanna hear it from anyone. I just wanna know… well I just wanna know if I really am just sensitive and I hurt someone because I’m some big softie. Or if there was actual needless pressing going on here. I don’t wanna be right because I’m definitely not with half the shit I did, but I just need an outside opinion.
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NZD is showing active growth during the morning session, quickly recovering from the corrective decline at the end of last week, when the instrument failed to consolidate at the June local highs. The macroeconomic statistics from the US published on Friday did not provide almost any support to USD. Nevertheless, Markit Services PMI in October rose from 54.9 to 58.2 points against the forecast at 55.1 points. Markit PMI Composite for the same period strengthened from 55 to 57.3 points, which also turned out to be better than expected at 54.7 points. Today, investors are focused on Chicago Fed's National Activity Index for September, as well as Dallas Fed's Manufacturing Business Index for October. Noteworthy statistics from New Zealand will appear only tomorrow, when the September data on the dynamics of imports and exports will be published.
Support and resistance
Bollinger Bands in D1 chart show stable growth. The price range expands actively, freeing a path to new local highs for the "bulls". MACD preserves an uptrend with a quite strong signal for purchase (the histogram is located above the signal line). Stochastic, on the other hand, is declining rather quickly, signaling in favor of the development of a corrective decline in the ultra-short term. Resistance levels: 0.7200, 0.7250, 0.7286, 0.7315. Support levels: 0.7150, 0.7100, 0.7040, 0.7000.
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