2021.10.19 21:15 FL00R_WAFFLE Nature knew...
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2021.10.19 21:15 TaylorTLK Voice actor Chris Ayers the voice of Frieza, has just recently passed away.
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2021.10.19 21:15 Lilly_s55 18f
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2021.10.19 21:15 echomystic Scorched my best round ever today - need 5 C2 birdie putts to claim it. Props to my wife for sticking through it and snagging some pics. (Played red tees, not champ tees)
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2021.10.19 21:15 immski Does anyone have an ID on this table? I can not find it anywhere. Thanks!
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2021.10.19 21:15 kay_ky08 WFL
2021.10.19 21:15 InevitableBlack This could be us if you let me give a free karma <3
2021.10.19 21:15 byrnisonferret TW3: started my 3rd playthrough
2021.10.19 21:15 itachihoe Manga spoiler ch. 227! Damn guys I didn’t realise Pippi Longstocking was gonna make an appearance
2021.10.19 21:15 scorbunnyvllgr [For Hire] Oc's, DnD, Fanart, portraits and more, Full Body starting at $30 USD!
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2021.10.19 21:15 parisdakar0000 Understanding thyself. (sexual anxiety, insecurity and depression)
Hi fellow users of Reddit.
I just came to a realisation that I would love to put into words because I honestly feel that it could help people feel less "alone" in this or can help them in understanding theirselves/their decisions/actions or even depression better!
A bit of backstory: So me (a male in his early 30's) that started being sexually active at a very young age (about 12/13 yrs old) even at that age I felt very awkward or shameful about showing my member to girls. I was very much obsessed with having sex for the first time from a very young age. Now this was at a time where I was still very insecure because of it not having grown in particular yet. Basically I was still just a little kid in all other aspects too like height, no facial hair, no deeper voice etc etc. Then one summer, after our 8 weeks of school holiday, I returned to school and I remember it so vividly, I was 15 and it was the first morning the first walk to class, and in the hallway a big group of girls I was friends with, that I hadn't seen during holidays, all looked at me differently. They looked up, like physically looking up at me and I had to bend my head downwards to talk to them which I didn't have to do before. Apparently I got quite a bit taller during those 8 weeks and I didn't notice it myself, only now after returning to school, that everybody else told me.
And what the heck I noticed it too, I used to talk on eye-level with them I now literally had to look down to talk to them. You can imagine I felt quite the man, and my whole demeanour and everything changed with that as well. You can also imagine by that moment I was literally waiting for my penis to grow anytime now, I was more ready than ever for that to happen. But I think we can all guess, that never happened. So it was around that same age that I started to think for the first time like wait, so it can actually stay like this? And I got worried, down, and didn't feel adequate.
Now I was still sexually active before I even felt like being an adult man or was conscious enough to be super insecure (sort of having no expectation from me to live up to so I had nothing to lose.) But with my new exterior 'physique' came the feeling of having to live up to an expectation that I knew I could not live up to. At the age of 16 17 18 friends and girls got very sexual and social circles were constantly talking about who they f#cked and how it was. Friends would have double dates and brag about threesomes and stuff like that and those are things I would avoid at all cost. I could never join in on topics like that which I never made too obvious. Making excuses for not going on those booze and sex holidays to f#ck girls all day with all of your best friends. It basically crippled me socially and I avoided so much stuff that I missed out on a lot of what live has to offer me and friendships and deeper connections with a lot of good hearted people. Talking about sex and girls is such a big part of what happened in my social circles, always. Those were the role models I had so feeling left out of that leaves not very much left for having true friendships to be based on.
Now during that period and throughout all of my adulthood, I did keep chasing that same lifestyle, at least I tried to. I faux'ed that lifestyle but it took me so much mental energy every single time I had to go sexual with a girl, I wasn't even comfortable dirty talking over text as I felt like she could be disappointed when it finally got to that point. I wondered all the time how do these other guys just do this? I sometimes even ghosted girls when I had the feeling that they had too high expectations of me. My defense mechanism was mostly being emotionally unavailable. Sometimes being an a-hole to assert dominance/masculinity. Basically a very toxic cocktail (no pun intended) in which a lot of good hearts (may) have been hurt.
Now honestly over these years I did have girls actually fall for me, I have had many long relationships of multiple years, I have had very sexual compatible partners and also some not so much. There were periods in which I would forget about all of this, but it took a very long time for me to truly recognise this pain. While I always FELT this already I feel like the knowledge was always there in my head all along. But I never took the courage to open up that mental drawer and truly dig in and see what's actually in there. And that was that I was not living true to myself. For me I can honestly say that this insecurity crippled my life for so long and the knowledge of being blind to the crippling its doing is the worst part in hindsight. If there is just 1 single take away from this message to any stranger out there reading this, it's literally this part. It took me all the way up to my early 30's to come to a realisation why I found that time so hard, why I wasn't having deeper friendships with other guys, why I couldn't do the things they did but tried to replicate it. Why I found it so hard to let love in my life, why I never knew what self love was.
I'm not saying it's totally unrelated but it kind of is that I have been battling with a depression for a little over a year now. Granted I might have had some hints of it before I even knew what depression was but this time I just knew something was different and that this was the absolute real deal. All I have to say about it is me finding this out for myself felt like such a big part of the weight of the world fell of my shoulders. Finally being able to at least understand myself. Because of this I never experienced self love. I never even ACCEPTED myself let alone LOVE. Self love and love in general seem like such foreign concepts to me, I felt that void, that emptiness that I was covering up with just casual sex and seeking reassurance while being an a-hole to the ones that love me.
I found this out while I was out with some younger friends. They are still very much about that lifestyle (and there's nothing wrong with that btw) and the second I got in the car the passenger said "yesterday we had a good threesome hopefully today we can f#ck some girls with you as well." Because of all the internal reflecting a depression can make you do and just deeply thinking in general, the second he said that it felt like I for the first time in 20 years could physically see that dark cloud that had been raining on me throughout my entire teenage into adolescent years. Like I could take a step back to be able to see a bigger picture and that this has held me back in so much ways in such an extent, to the point that I now don't even care about the size anymore but I'm just so sad about the life I missed out on and the mess it created.
Now this in no way means I have found my eureka and life is perfect back again, absolutely not but I think honestly, the end goal may be (self)love, may be (self)acceptance, but honestly I know and hope for all you (even if you're right now suffering with depression) that there will be one day where you will find the courage inside yourself to truly answer the questions you were once too afraid to answer. Try making a habit about trying to find out WHY you did what you did. Even if you're just at it for 1 minute a day, it can help making the pieces of the puzzle come together to form a bigger picture.
I want this message to spread positivity but be honest as well so that's why I add in the following facts:
2021.10.19 21:15 MaverickHunterStorm Ansem and Data Riku have been Eliminated comment on who you think should be eliminated next
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2021.10.19 21:15 Honestrice21 I installed a rear view camera mirror to my car, and when I put it in reverse, it switches to the rear view but when I switch it to drive, it stays on the rear view camera. I have the AKASO DL12 mirror dash cam. Sorry for the picture that’s all o got for now
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2021.10.19 21:15 Need2Debate Does abiogenesis violate the Law of entropy ?
A working hypothesis :
Life is a result of a Big Qualitative "jump" to generating decreasing entropy after the process of abiogenesis.
Inanimate matter is subject to Laws of physics and chemistry, and always to the increase of entropy, despite the presence of external sources of energy in an open system.
For inanimate matter, entropy doesn't stop due to the presence of external sources of energy in environment. Quite often, too high levels of external energy will only increase the rate of disorder (and resulting decomposition) in an inanimate material object. This is a common misconception among biologists who do not understand physics, and think that external sources of energy in environment can only increase the complexity of inanimate matter until it naturally turns into animate matter. If so, not only we could have easily created life in a lab by now, but also abiogenesis would have been happening in nature now.
For animate matter, entropy is being decreased mainly not to external sources of energy, but primarily due to very specific internal energy generation. And the more life multiplies, the greater the local decrease of entropy in a local population as a whole, independent of external temperature.
The inanimate matter does not feel any need for intentionally obtaining food (fuel; energy source) for internal energy generation. The inanimate matter does not become hungry, and also have no boundry, akin to a cell membrane, that would clearly delineate a protective and dynamically selective interior of any kind.
The main problem with abiogenesis, being essentially a physical and a chemical process, is that it clearly violates the law of entropy. A supernatural act of God?
No. There must be as yet unknown physical cause responsible for this Big Qualitative "jump".
This is the big mystery of abiogenesis.
Life is not a simple and direct result of increase in complexity of an inanimate material system. Otherwise, we could have easily created life in a lab, and also abiogenesis would have been happening in nature now.
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2021.10.19 21:15 --Ryken-- Force voice network / disable voLTE on T-mobile software
Been having an issue where I receive calls on 3g (voice network UMTS) but not on LTE. Anyway to fix either by forcing UMTS even on LTE or disabling voLTE (not a standard option for tmobile software like on stock, thanks tmobile...)
Side note, if someone would also happen to know why as well as how to fix that'd be great since in all my testing I haven't been able to figure out *why* LTE is broken but somehow only for incoming calls. Outbound calls and all texts work fine on any network.
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2021.10.19 21:15 Andrewww30 Caspr Show Promotion
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2021.10.19 21:15 69digtz69 DIGITZ NFT: word on the street is Flur is minting... probably nothing. PUBLIC MINT 10/20 6PM PST.
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2021.10.19 21:15 King-of-Leon87 Has anyone quite suddenly found themselves a week away from being homeless? What did you do, what was the first step you took?
I just learned today that I have a week to move out. No there's not a, I guess you could say, a legal road I could take with this. When the pandemic hit, it hit my career hard (licensed cosmetologist) and I take full responsibility for my depression getting in the way of my "give a damn" and I haven't paid rent in some time. I live with three family members, my mom and her two brothers, my uncles. My uncles took myself and my mother in in 2016. So I have no argument, no rebuttal. I do understand I've been burdensome; I blame no one but myself in this. I try not to take up resources here, opt for a pb&j instead of eating the dinner that was made, that sort of thing (yes I know that does not, in any way, make up for about five-six months of no rent but I did what little I could to show that I'm aware I'm a burden. Anyway, I apologize for the novel of backstory but if any one here knows what steps I need to take if I don't find a friend willing to let me couch surf for a bit, while I get back into the haircutting game (rhymes with short flips) oh and I'm in Tennessee (USA) I appreciate severely any advice given 🖤🌹🖤🌹🖤
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2021.10.19 21:15 RoyalWeirdo [USA][H] Refurbished V1 Nintendo Switch [W] Paypal
I have a Nintendo Refurbished V1 Switch, comes in the box it came in, with OEM HDMI cord, Dock, Red and blue joycons, grip and a new power cord (Got the OLED switch so I didn't need the one that came in that box)
Asking for $240 shipped or best offer.
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2021.10.19 21:15 No-Kaleidoscope9123 Just a reminder. About the short squeeze.
What happens if a heavily shorted stock’s price goes down in value. Think about it. “Value buyers” thats how a short squeeze works. Just wait for that buying pressure
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2021.10.19 21:15 TropicFoil31640 .
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2021.10.19 21:15 DEEsaventurado My 5x2 from last week
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2021.10.19 21:15 SkyAndStorm Our beautiful gorl
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2021.10.19 21:15 Einsoppu Blood cross : printed out.
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2021.10.19 21:15 SceptreOfLeon POPPY PLAYTIME | IF HELL WAS A TOY FACTORY