Venting

2022.01.25 19:27 villaloc11 Venting

About 7 years ago, I deployed to afghan in fact today I stepped foot on that soil. I don’t know what happened to me. I don’t know where or at what point I lost myself over there. I know I’ll never get that back but since then I’ve struggled mentally. Over and over I force my self to lose the things I’ve earned or gotten in life and I just shoot myself in the foot. Now I’m an addict to porn, now I’m constantly trying to look for love or attention or affirmation of some sort. Today is my daughters birthday and I lost her because of my selfish desires. Now I have a whole new family and for years I’ve done nothing but the same over and over again. Now more then ever I don’t want to lose what I have and I slowly feel it coming apart again. I’ve tried looking for help some say I won’t but they aren’t walking in my shoes I’m trying. I’m trying to want to be alive I’m trying to want to stay sane I feel like little by little there are cracks in my consciousness that’s going to eventually split. Then there will be nothing left.
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2022.01.25 19:27 manlikecuz4 DM ME YOUR SNAP If you would like to control me (15,m,uk)

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2022.01.25 19:27 NoIamMcAwesome Smart hubs?

Any recommendations for a smart hub. I didn't realize how slow my 8 bulbs would make my wifi. I'm trying to have everything run through Google... I see other smart Bulb companies have smart hubs but not govee. So does anyone have any experience with smart hubs and could you offer recommendations??
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2022.01.25 19:27 Sad-Pie7048 Source: Avogado6 on Twitter

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2022.01.25 19:27 tbontbtitq420 Multiple Cobras in this one

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2022.01.25 19:27 BlankXCIV There's a storm coming.

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2022.01.25 19:27 trashchaos We’re always gonna wonder

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2022.01.25 19:27 16_moran 🍍🍬

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2022.01.25 19:27 Vik-tor2002 Photo mode pictures from East coast USA

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2022.01.25 19:27 Comfortable-Frosty Idk about you guys but...im somewhat of a fashion designer myself. Feel free to critique.

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2022.01.25 19:27 JAYLEN424 today’s fit

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2022.01.25 19:27 IRonicGamingPro Me after drinking a 750ml bottle of Smirnoff Vodka in 1 hour & trying to explain to everyone why the earth is flat...

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2022.01.25 19:27 ChewSus Online Wedding Dress Shop with Fast Shipping

I no longer fit in the original dress that I purchased and now need to find something ASAP in the next 5-6 weeks. Besides BHLDN, Lulus, David's Bridal, even Needles and Thread, Tadashi Soji, what are other online wedding dress shops, ideally, anything that offers <1000$ as well?
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2022.01.25 19:27 Dry_Dependent_3596 How should I respond?

I don’t understand why I am so bothered by this, maybe a sea full of redditors can tell me. After texting my long time bf about how ill I’ve been feeling and how I checked myself in and telling him how I’m feeling and what not, all he responds with is “oh no take care.” Like what the fvk? A stranger could’ve texted me that. It just felt so careless ? I’m sure he is just busy but it kind of irritates me. In my past relationships my bf has gone out of their way asking if I needed anything or even ordering me Grubhub. I’m not asking him to surprise me or go out of his way but I’d like a more thoughtful text I guess ? How should I respond?
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2022.01.25 19:27 maulcat_5 I've seen way too many of these. Those questions should be put on the daily thread.

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2022.01.25 19:27 RuseOwl Russian invasion of Ukraine would ‘change the world’

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2022.01.25 19:27 CloudRunner89 Current story resource?

Hi folks, the HH series was what got me into the hobby, I know 30k inside out but besides the salamanders omnibus, eisenhorn, ravenor and watchers of the throne, I’m very unfamiliar on the 40K setting.
I know about the indomitus crusade and 13th black crusade, badab war etc just from scrolling through wikis but I’m trying to find a concise, preferably somewhat chronological listing of what’s going on.
Trying to familiarise myself with what’s transpired in regards to major plot points and campaigns as I’m getting reading to start reading more 40K. Any advice?
Thank you in advance for any help.
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2022.01.25 19:27 Sea-Locksmith-54 TRIGGER WARNING: THE FOLLOWING POST CONTAINS SENSITIVE INFORMATION ABOUT A RACIST, HOMOPHOBIC, ANTISEMITIC STUDENT AT UCSC

TRIGGER WARNING: THE FOLLOWING POST CONTAINS SENSITIVE INFORMATION ABOUT A RACIST, HOMOPHOBIC, ANTISEMITIC STUDENT AT UCSC Preface: I do not believe in "cancel culture" but thought the content shared from this post should be brought up to the officials of the school as well as the student body.
Hey UCSC community,
I am a two-year-old alumnus from UCSC that now works for the university. I recently got a mass email that contacted a whole bunch of school officials, and even me a school employee about a student who I'd like to describe as "way past our time". Accusations were made on Erik Simeon for being racist, homophobic, and antisemitic and I think it's a complete joke that people like him still walk around this campus aimlessly.
When I was a student, and Covid had just occurred, I remember very clearly about the Sigma Pi Fraternity that was absolutely blasted by social media for being a group of racists and rapists. (https://twitter.com/ucsc/status/1270124144365985792) <- (Twitter post from the school). After doing some further research, I was astonished to see that the chapter is still running, probably with these same racists and rapists. It brings me no surprise that this student Erik Simeon was one of the members of this embarrassing group that somehow is still allowed to exist on our lovely campus. As I kept reading this email (which will be posted at the bottom), I just became more shocked to see that this was not his first offense of being accused of a racist. It is just sad to see that he has learned literally nothing from his first offense. Hence I have decided to share the contents of this email with you all.
From this post, I simply wanted to share this message to this student in particular and a general message to the student body. Actions do speak louder than words BUT WORDS ARE STILL JUST AS HARMFUL. How can a student have so much hate in his heart that he says such vile things to minority communities? Was he simply living under a rock when BLM, LGBTQ+ movements, and Antisemitic movements were going on for years (especially now)? Does he not know that these minority groups have sacrificed lives and so much more just to have the freedom of expression? It is just mind-boggling that people like this still exist in a time when we are pushing for inclusion and equity. Therefore I have compiled a list of messages to all groups of people involved:
To Erik Simeon: I hope you finally learned your lesson, you scumbag of a person.
To Sigma Pi: Please just shut down your organization. I am tired of your organization causing so many problems on our campus. And I hope you at least told your new members that y'all have this terrible history. It would make me sad if you are just brainwashing more innocent people to become douchebag racists and rapists. But in all seriousness, I think this should be the end of the line for your organization.
To UCSC: Please watch what you say UCSC community. We are in an especially fragile time period and we could do so much more than to say bigoted things.
To the source: Thank you for trying your best to bring this up to higher officials. This school has let its students down so many times who speak up against the right things.
To Everyone: Thank you for reading this long post and be sure to upvote it in order to bring it to everyone's attention. Also please go out today and be mindful of what you say and do and just be the best possible person you can be :)


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2022.01.25 19:27 02ofclubs [RF] Emily Vostumar Oristes

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2022.01.25 19:27 smiaily France Campaing level 3 needw diesel car and I don't have any

I just started yesterday and today I just started again after learning some in-game stuff and reading about the game.
This time, on the second campaing, france, I need a diesel car and I don't have any. I really don't feel like pulling my wallet this early, specially just to try to find a diesel car.
Is there any easy way of getting one this soon in the game, please?
Thank you!
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2022.01.25 19:27 Mariomikester What's Next For 3D Mario?

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2022.01.25 19:27 LoyalPeep Part 2 of garden ‘pool’

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2022.01.25 19:27 Emergency-Guitar-527 HUGE PYT CHAT with over 8,000 pics n videos HMU on IG 💰💰@ xyzcantbme

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2022.01.25 19:27 Nyanidesuka_ Stalk a cute Non-Binary femme (me)

Not sure you'll be able to find anything 🤷 but feel free to get REAL weird with it. Stuff as simple as name won't scare me 🙄
Any motivation welcome 👌
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